If it is possible, what animal will I become when I die?

Ok, I am not religious just to say but very superstitious. So, if it possible, does anyone know what animal I could become when I die? I have blonde hair, hazel eyes, love to run, love animals, My star sign is cancer, I was born on July 18 and my two lucky numbers are 14 and 18 Please help? I promise to choose best answer!!!