Will guys think im easy? Major problem screwing up my life :-(?

im 19 and have spent my life living vicariously through other peoples love lives. today is the first time i admitted to myself that i havent ever kissed a guy not because i havent wanted to and they havent wanted to, but because i was brought up in a traditional indian family where you basically dont date - just go from single to engaged then married. Im not trying to blame my family but i think i have this innate feeling that if i kiss a guy, he will think im easy. Either that, or ill feel a little grossed out in myself. This is ruining my life! Nodoby not even my closet mates know im so freakin frigid. How can i get over it? I dont judge my mates when they go out with people, sometimes hook up with the occassional hot stranger at a party or whatever, but if i did it myself i would judge myself like craxy. Any advice appreciated!